A million things undone

Chinnu! A million things to be done only with you will remain undone. There were still sooo much left which i had to do.

I am yours Chinnu. Only URS. All urs.

Love,
Appu

Midnight Wish!

I want to die in ur arms only Sweetie. :-):-) My bestest friend you are :-):-) tats why i think a lot about you chinnu :-) each step u take i dont want it to be wrong cos i cant see u regretting it later :-(. I cant even imagine in my dreams about something happening to you, u kno tat :-) Promise me Chinnu, if we dont end up together :-(, no matter where we are you will come for me and hold me in ur arms when i am dying  :-). Nin pak dalle irbeku when i'm closing my eyes also chinnu :-) D only person who's been d closest to my heart :-) my best-est friend in the wholw wide world :-) who is more than a friend to me :-) My LIFE! :-) PROMISE ME? :-)

Things that will be DONE starting TODAY!!

Helloooooooooooooooooo Sweetie!!...


I want to make our relationship turn into marriage. I'd do anything for it, u know rite. Since now even u've started thinkin abt the future of our relationship.. Starting from today, these are things that will be done whether or not it's gonna help us to be together its upto god to decide, but i'm giving my countless percent effort, i know ur with me <3 muaaaahhh<3.


1. I've stopped eating non-veg(chicken n stuff), egg i was eating rite, from today NO MORE EGGS also <3
2. Eat LESS of khara and spicy things. 
3. I'm already clean always :-). but from TODAY, bath twice a day :-).
4. Promise YOU, NO DOWRY will be asked by my family. I have made it clear to my parents from the day i was in senses.
5. After mariage we're gonna stay separately. closeby to ur home preferably and if possible closeby to my place also.
6. Will be updated as and wen things come in my mind.


Chinnu, Dont worry sweetie pie:-).. Even though things are tuf for us to be together. Trust me for the effort I'm putting into us and for the effort i will put for us.  Because believe this Sweetie, its takes words to change ppl. it takes time to change ppl. and with the blessings of the one above us, u never never know, we may get an answer as YES!.. That will be the happiest moment in my life. Cos its our dream come true. Dreaming is wat everybody will do Chinnu, but oly ppl who are determined and who believe in themselves and ppl who can forgive and sacrifice only those ppl can make their dream come into reality. I am determined, ready to forgive, sacrifice and i believe in me, U, our precious love. Lets make our dream come true Chinnu. <3 


With love like the never ending waters of the ocean,


Your APPU.


MMMMUUUUUAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH.

It's BDAY TIME!!! :):):):)

Today is my sweet heart's birthday.

Many Many Happy Returns Of the Day Chinnu.

if kisses were rain id send u showers, 

if fun was time id send u hrs, 

if u needed a friend id send u me! 

*Happy Birthday Sweetheart*

Post B.E ....

Finally Engineering was finished. Time to think about our future careers but currently NOTHING TO DO, just sitting at home. So since none of us had been placed in any company thanks to our placement officer we were attending pool campuses at different colleges trying our luck, but in vain.

So Siri's dad suggested that she take up some course for a while at an institute where they also get u a job. She enrolled into it and she asked me if I wanted to I could join. So I also talked about it wit my parents and enrolled in it too cos 'She was my best friend'.

So every morning we had to be there by 9 am, it's a little close by to my place. Her dad used to drop her at Hosa road bus stop cos his factory was there. Then she used to wait for me and I would get down there and then we take another bus to electronic city. From there we had to walk to the institute, may be a km. So again our lovely walks continued, we used to chat and have fun on the way, playing around on the roads or just chatting and walking. This was our everyday routine but only till friday again on the weekends I used to Miss her :-(.

Final Year !!

Final year!!. Finishing up our studies. Excitement about what awaits us after this. A sad feeling that we all have to soon part...
    Project time.. By now me and the gal, SIRI( not real name) had started to become a little close. I had started msgin her. And we had become pretty close friends because of this. We used to chat the entire day and I never used to get bored of her though it took a small amount of time for me to get this close, guess relationships that start slowly last longer well it was true in my case. And so after hunting for projects in all the ways we finally got them. Two guys, my close friend, Ram(name changed), and one more fella had got a project from a very good company and so they used to be busy and meet us rarely. So here was the time when only me and Siri used to go to college by bus. We used to have so much fun being together that slowly she became or had already become a part of my everyday life. I dont kno if she had the same feeling but frankly I loved being with her, just to be by her side was such a lovely feeling. /***Siri if ur reading this then whateva im sayin is true, as true as me being alive***/. Each day, i used to wake up a lil late as always, first thing i do is msg her gud mornin to which i used to get a excitement packed reply. When im more late then she already wud have dropped her swt GM msg. And then get ready soon and leav for college. I used to get down at BTM layout stop cos thats where she used to be there waiting for me. First thing she does wat she does on seeing me is to scold me,"can't u get up early n blah blah". I used to be a lil lost in her eyes and in d cuteness with which she used to say that. Then i wud jus smile and say a stupid reason she never used to believe. She loved to tease me with a few of her friends and so she used to start off. All this continued till we reached BSK. We had to catch another bus from here to our college. Though we used to stand at BSK waiting for our bus, Siri never used to stop her naughtyness, playing small small cute pranks. Siri always used to have chocolotes or chewing gums with her, so she used to share one with me too. Then finally we wud board our bus. And after gettin down at our stop also we had to walk sm distance to reach our college. Those walks were so superb n nice, wat can i say!. /***Siri i've never said u all these those times, cos i feared that u may take me worng and so i dint want to lose a friend who was and is a reason for me smiling. Without your knowledge itself u were taking my sadness away, the sadness that u knew about***/. In college we dint get much time cos there were so many other friends around us.
      Siri, i can still get a picture of you in front of me rite now and and all the things im writing happening in ur eyes. Dear ppl, Here was the girl who became by bestest friend, d only person to whom i can say is my soulmate too. Nobody in the world can replace her and the place she has occupied in my heart /**Siri i know u wont agree on this but its true**/.

Year 2009

Hi,
    I'm skippin a lot of things...


Smwhere in 6th semester...
        During my 6th sem, i used be all alone n depressed, reason bein i was goin thru a break-up, my first love life had come to an end.. But i was in such a state that i wasnt able to accept the fact that now she wasnt there in my life.. But slowly i started coming out of it though i wasnt completely out until i found one person who brought me out of it..
    At these times i made a few close friends, other than my previous gang of friends...Out of them i got close to one guy in particular with whom i used to share all my secrets n stuff. We used to travel in the same bus to college, he used to wait for me at his stop and then i used to get down there and from there we used to take another bus and leave for college. This was a routine. He had a very close friend, a gal, probably his best friend too, who was from the same Pre-University college as he was. This gal was in my class only. She also used to travel by bus but she had other friends to accompany her. But later she started accompanying us as my close friend offered her that she cud come with us too. She was a very friendly gal, bindaas kind of, always enjoying with a smile on her face which hardly faded at any time. I still wasnt that comfy gelling up with this gal cos i was in my own world as i said b4. 
    Slowly i started talking to her, though not directly(by asking my friend to ask her wateva i wanted ), then we used to walk together after college to our bus stop which was probably 1km far i guess. Slowly i myself started talking to her litlle by little, during class hrs, lunch break, after hrs and when ever i had time to hang out with them. It was like i had moved from my old gang of friends to this new gang, which consisted of 5 guys including me and 3 gals including her. Those long walks used to be so fun. I used to experience a new kind of joy in me, these ppl were diff, they had so much fun even from the small moments they shared. Then after walking to the bus stop, we used to buy smthing from the bakery there, these ppl used to fight so cutely for those things, especially she, that girl, she used to be filled with energy, excitement, curiosity, cuteness, ohh i can go on. She's a superb person to be with. No one cud stop being her friend at college or off college. We used to sit for hours waiting for our bus to arrive, only we three used to go by bus, the rest had their home sweet homes nearby to our college itself. And so wen a bus comes, this sweet gal used to see in the front rows if there are any seats available in d reserved seats for women and if there wasn any, then she used to say we'll go in the next bus, how cunning!.. Sad of my friend, he used to run behind any bus that comes to get into it and wen she signalled that v'll go in the nxt bus, he used to get down again cursing her. :-D
      After gettin a bus after a long time, we used to get down at BSK, from there i had to part ways with them since i had to catch a diff bus and they both cud go in the same bus. I used to miss being with these ppl that i used to wait for the next morning to come soon. Whole semester continued like this, made gud friends and was a lil happy, away from my heart-broken self. 

July-Dec 2007..

Well, i'll start from here!.. 9.15am.. class full of noise, waiting for our lecturer.. oh wait a minute, i dint mention where i am rite, its an engg coll on kanakpura road, 2nd sem B.E, section A.. ok lets continue...
      Me and my few close frens whom i'd jus made at this college used to warm the benches only at the last rows,especially 4th row.. Gals chattin in the 1st rows of the class. Frankly never minded abt the gals in my class, my frens used to tease them and i used to hav a lil fun...  
      Our gang was a 6 member gang, mixtures from all branches, 4 frm EC, 1 frm CS n Mech. out of them only me n the CS guy were a lil lean, rest all were hefty. We all used to have loads of fun, playin gully cricket, hangin out after coll hrs, going to dhabas for fren's bdays n much more. 
      Whole 2nd sem continued like this, played a lot of fool, because of which i had a decline in my 2nd sem results, i cud get only a 1st class though i was capable of gettin more.. 

My First Post!!

Hi Every1.. Man!! am i writing a blog, have to pinch myself to realise its true!!..i dont kno hw such a thot came up in my mind.. 


I have so many things running in my mind that i want to write about.. I jus dont know where to start and how to start also..


The thot of someone made me start this... Lets see how it goes... :)